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Update On My Problem
01:38
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you should be falling in love. you should be stepping on heads. the shine of your bright future in your eyes. you should be planting your seeds. you should be watching them grow. you hold this cugeiful world in your eyes. future? what future? where is my life today? what is my life for? to bury my head in the sand or run away? to hate every part of myself to hide your shame?
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Trash Demon Failure
03:11
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but when i say it, i don't mean it. i just mean that i want it to end. i've just seen it flying around my head. i'm just flying faster towards the end. (i lie all the time. i spy orange dry.)
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Library Books
02:39
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unread books and unsent letters, messy hair and unkempt clutter. i'm finally seeing how things really are right as it all starts to fall apart. it's getting late and you're still over. i wonder how long i can hold for?
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they want you to hate where you live, the people near you, the things that they talk about. i resist, but i cant help it: i hate where i live, i hate all these people who don't want to understand me or anything else past their own noses. im waking up to all the same sounds to all the same shit no wonder im burning. staying up late to be by myself, i cant bring myself to hear this. taking a walk (its just a straight line) to get myself out as far as i can from another night of closing my door to the fear of the too known. cool huh? hey maybe i'm a hypocrite, but does saying that make it any better? i'll hole up myself in my room, i'll sleep until noon, or for forever. i wanna get out of here.
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Pillows
03:41
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i wake up surrounded, faces of my hometown friends who hated me. from somewhere far away they're calling me. all in all, this is what i wanted, but now the shot won't fade away.
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chill out, chill out. you come in, you're shivering from the cold. don't stay outside in the cold, you could get sick or something. let's play some games or something. ...or something...
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My Still Pond
02:20
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my still pond that sets at ease all of my maladies, feel the tide push and pull my heart strings. hazy days spent in your mind, love till the end of time, here i come! gunna hug your big heart. coming out of my mouth all this cold air can you still hear my robot heart? ill always be there whenever you need. im here right here, you already know.
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Keep Henrietta Beautiful
01:04
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sometimes it just sucks and there's no reckoning with it. all of my futures, all of my past lives, all laid out for you to buy and sell, or burn away. i never cared anyway. all my emotions, all my expenses. 5 hours home, 7 to be with you. i really wanna see you soon.
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Amplifier
03:43
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i ran into the dark thinking "im never coming home again." they'll have to think of me if i just scream loud enough. i have nothing to prove. not to them, not to me, not anyone. i watched the city lights and i wished they'd blow away. loud enough that they won't forget me, loud enough that no one ignores me, loud enough to drown the boring sound of everyone rotting in this town. i found myself choking, my own hands at my throat. i breathe in but the air's forced out of me. i look down and its all so clear to me. amplify for everyone in this town.
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i'm taking back the pieces of my broken heart. i'm letting time erode all of my hard edges. i'm sorry for the promises that fell apart, but i'm going home, and no, you will not hear me leave. im taking back the pieces of my broken heart. it took some time but really now i feel alright. im happy for the time that we spent laying here. but im going home and no you cannot
hear me sing. i tried to run far away, i picked myself apart and encouraged my own decay to try and find some kind of person inside. no matter how fast i went, i could never escape myself, and now finally i'm here putting the pieces back again.
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