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valendar - Radio Wave
01:37
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(vocals: Natsuki Karin, Feng Yi, Hanakuma Chifuyu (maybe))
Sky looks cloudy today i dont wanna come and play
i wanna curl right up and sleep the whole day away complain
when my whole life is staring back in my face
Dig my nails into dirt
and pull the earth away
feels wrong to say
im far below the living world the dotted lines and solid swirls
Ufos and unborn ghosts
bible verses and ads for hearses
Modern life seen thru wires
Surrounding you commanding me too
Radio waves inside brains
Theyre playing songs that sound like pain
Below the living world
the dotted lines signed
then thrown away
Shed these signs
On ur life
Weighss ten tons
Weighs too much
Just ur luck
Just like love :D
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(vocals: Stardust Infinity, Koharu Rikka)
You need to start being nicer to me or I'm gonna tell everyone what you say about me in the break room.
I hope no one notices I don't get anything done. Keep my head down, keep my head down.
Is it so bad if I'm no good at my job?
A joke for money, a professional clown
I'm desperately trying to run out the clock
I don't deserve the life I've been handed down
I wake up on an island made of hope, I swim back to shore and I get ready for work.
One day when I'm plucked from my perch on high, will I be happy then, when I have the time to cry?
I can see the sun go down outside and I'd like to say goodbye while it's still light outside.
Even if it all goes down tonight, still I'd like to say goodbye while I can still see your eyes.
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(vocals: Mai, Hatsune Miku)
Forever and a day that I've been away. I've heard it all before, there's nothing to say. But I don't really care, let's say it again, I always wanna say you're more than a friend. Now that you're really here in front of my eyes, they will not fly away, all these butterflies. But I don't really care, let's say it again, I always wanna hear you're more than a friend.
There's something you should know, my body's made of snow, and when I feel cold, I reach for the people in my phone. I'm freezing on the grass, so much talking through glass, I'm shivering through a lonely romance.
Even nights eating time spent alone, on those days I could see the future. You'd be standing next to me and we'd be looking down at the city. I painted that picture out of love and hung it inside my eyelids so when we're apart I can feel you even when it's been ...
Uncertain mind when I can't be you, I must stay in these cold dark cages, living off a metal water bottle in a room that has had no doorway, busy making pictures and songs, old taco nights when I'm losing my mind, making wings out of computers, love infused in dark memories.
Taking tests on empathy and none of them check how well you know me. You would stand beside me when the wind would force me to run away. I painted that picture out of love and I hung it inside my eyelids so when we're apart I can feel you even when it's been...
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valendar - Stimulation
02:13
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(vocals: Eleanor Forte AI, Solaria)
memories heavy in your mind
what could ever rid of them
all those weightless words wont die
time will turn them into lead
duality, unsystematically,
appeal to senses randomly
reminded me, invited me
to love or to hate, it hurts either way
trust the heaven in your mind,
knowing your sure sane affair
artificial by design
time will turn it into air
judgement feigned then is applied
hardened shifted focused stare
why wont they come back to me?
not my fault if it bleeds
exhale, seeing red
trigger finger hit the switch
inhale, it failed
blessed to be cursed like this
accosting me, unsystematically
random idiosyncrasies
reminded me in equal parts
of love or hate
it hurts me to say this
ah
unable to discern the line between needs and wants
lights flashing faces blur
advertisements sharpen first
useless, its useless
pointless information
uses elude you, its constant stimulation
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(vocals: Hanakuma Chifuyu, Xia Yu Yao, Mai)
You never bothered, so why should I lie? But you know it gets old hearing departing flights.
Your most precious gems, your thoughts in your hands, falling with the cold in the fluorescent wavebands
Beneath your toenails lie mountains of eggshells, I'm waiting for the avalanche to bring you down with me.
Thread the needle, pull it through, I know that there's a spark in you. I know that there's a world in you.
Fall into my arms.
It's hard to sing along when everybody else is singing wrong.
But I know a good song when I hear one, so come on.
(-an honest gasp)
(-a stifled laugh)
I wonder what I could have been if I had copied your philosophy?
But you've reminded me, so I'll say to you what they never said to me:
If you feel like no one's got you, I'll be here to chase the clouds away.
(Talk to me, 教えて, sing with me again, I like how we harmonize
Like cream and wheat, isn't it sweet? Wrap it up, let's eat.)
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valendar - 20 Mistakes
02:19
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(vocals: Eleanor Forte AI, Natalie)
i can't explain this feeling inside of me
nothing can fix it not even surgery!
life has become more sore and numb now
i just cant smile unless i have just frowned
everyday is filled with endless resentments
nothing can answer all my empty questions
life has become avoiding suggestions
i try to smile force down my confessions
sunlight hits and i want to crawl back
ecstasy cut with guilt i betrayed you
i can't take back everything i said
selfish i know it weighs down on my head
sheets of clouds protect me feeling useful
ecstasy cut with guilt i have failed you
i can't take back everything i love
selfish i know, escaping from my lungs
everyday i repeat my past mistakes
nothing can fix the broken way i was made
life became sore with many more colors
vividly mundane things i discovered
trapping me inside myself
constantly you hear yourself think
take it out on someone else
you will figure something else out
can't remember what it was
why do you love what you love?
can't remember reasons why
no one else could get it right
sunlight hits and i want to crawl back
ecstasy cut with guilt i betrayed you
i can't take back everything i said
selfish i know escaping from my lungs
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(vocals: Kasane Teto AI, Xia Yu Yao)
It'll never heal if you keep on picking at the wound until it bleeds.
I know it's true, but what to do? Living in the past is so serene.
But I can't hold on forever.
If no one has to grow up, if I don't need to be well, then I'm choosing to be. I forgive myself.
And I won't revel in my shame and I won't shelter myself. I'm sick of being pandered to.
I'm moving ahead, young adult.
I'm staying inside, surviving off IV drip of my nostalgia.
I know it's sad, I understand. Save my inner child at expense of the rest of my days in this life.
If no one has to grow up, if I don't need to be well, then I'm choosing to be. I'll accept myself.
Let the time and the lye wash the tear from my eye. I'm sick of being who I was.
I'm moving ahead on my own.
I think back to my younger days, all her pain, all her fear, all her longing.
But now I know the best thing I can do for her is to leave her behind and live happy.
(Thank you my friends)
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